SINNER...

Hate me,for I am the sinner;
curse my malicious soul.
Hate me,for I have wronged..
punish me,leave me forlorn .
I have to suffer,for all I have done;
all the agonies,of hopeless grief.
Never knew,I can be such a devil,
such a stalker,so brutal and abominable!
Don't know how the evil in me,
came out and slaughtered
snatched and threw away...
the quiet, little, dreamy angel;
residing in me,for so long!
Can't remember when I turned
so devilish and inhuman!
leave me alone,let me bleed
I just want to be redeemed...
of all those bondage of sins!
I can't bear the burden anymore,
let me destroy my perished soul.....
I wish I could stop my breathing!
I wish I could break my ribs......
take my heart out and burn it on pyre!
Hollow of darkness surrounds me,
I want to die,I want to be free!
No one wants me,no one loves me
I am screaming,screaming so loud
can't you hear,my angel of death?
Please love me,take me with you;
savage and thrash me down ,
in the darkest corner of hell...
Burn me,whip me...do as u like
just make sure,I don't survive...
Smash me down on the stony floor
pull me through the path...
bristled with thorns,deadly thorns
Let me bleed,until I am dead...
then throw my body,cold and pale;
in the darkest and the narrowest alley
to perish and fade away...!!!