IT BLEEDS...

I am torn, I am distorted,
I am ugly, I am mutilated.
Blood runs through my vein
It is such a venomous pain
I cut my hand, I slit my skin
I have committed so many sins
Slowly the blade goes in me
Blood keeps flowing, down my knee
I hate my face….I hate myself
I need no one, I need no help
you got me every time you wanted
but never got you when I needed
the world suddenly seems like hell
you did not hold me, when I fell
I am falling, going down and down
I will die embracing the ground!
My heart is frozen, it beats for none
I stand here alone, you are gone
I wish I could cut my heart
Take it out and tear it apart!
I wish I could reduce the pain
Be happy again and dance in rain
Never realized how cruel you are
I will go away, far…very far!
You will call me, search for me;
But I am never gonna, answer thee….!!