It is so empty inside...
I am destroyed,let me hide!
but you will never know
though ruined inside,outside i glow
my feelings are buried deep
behind closed doors, i weep!
i dream of you every night
outside, the moon shines so bright
you are not here,you will never be
still i feel your presence,in me
when i embrace the pillow so tight
feels like you are here,by my side
my sleepless nights pass one by one
and my soft bed pricks like thorn!
i hide my existence behind the mist
i am going down, no one to hold my wrist.
you hold her hand, kiss her softly
i burn inside slowly and silently
i blur my vision with drops of tears
for i can't see it when she is near
god knows, through my every prayer
begged for your happiness,oh my dear!
you'll never notice,you'll never know
all those cut marks,I will never show!
may be i am not as pretty as her
but my love is much more deeper
may be I am not worthy of your glance
every time i see you, I'm in a trance!
I have touched you with my gaze
every time you blind me with your daze!
your ignorance torments me
try to be like her,but never can't be!
I crave for, just a little glance of you,
you are priceless,I treasure you!
I know I will never get you
still I go on loving you...only you!
I don't know, where I am going...
I don't know, what I am doing!
Still I go on, still I do all these
until I stop breathe,until I'm finished!
