DEATHBED

Fading in the darkness of an unknown world,
all those evidence of my existence
I am drowning,I am going under
sinking in the eternal darkness.......
They gathered around my sinking soul.
all those shadowy,flimsy creatures...
they kept standing there,looking at me.
Hues of indifference and reluctance
coldness and hatred in their eyes,
tormented, suppressed and defeated,
the preposterous dream,I weaved...
that i will live and face the world!
Every drop of hope and desire...
washed away,with those shedding tears.
It feels as if i am being crucified,
oppressed and savaged with uncanny pain.
Silence of death is everywhere;
blood strained rags,lying here and there.
With dried roses and crown of thorns...
I have reached this hellish world.
Lying on my deathbed now,totally numb!
past,present and future, submersing
into the agony of this deadly hollow.
Cold hands are shaking,gasping for some air,
my throat is dry and vision blurred.
Now waiting for the angel of death,
to come and embrace my dying soul,
to relieve me,to take me there...
that place of heavenly love and
pure bliss,where i can close my eyes,
and rest in eternal peace!