Wrapped in white I lay here, in the dungeon
all alone, in the cold darkness....
while trying so hard to figure it out
whether I am dead or still alive.
Can not feel my heart beating....
Can not feel my own breathing...
suffocated,savaged and loathed
now I lay here, wrapped in white!
I am no angel and neither were you
I wronged, I sinned, I suffered...
& its you, only you, whom I ever loved!
I love you as I have always loved you
with such intensity and passion...
that grew stronger and stronger, day by day.
But you never heard the sound of my silence.
Thousand tears I wept, every day and night...
How much I loved you, how much I longed for you;
to join my soul with yours,until we merge together;
you could have taste it in my dropping tears.
I was shrieking, screaming so loud...
as the pain was striking like lightning;
still you could not listen, you could not feel.
I wish you had hugged me more....
I wish you had caressed me more....
I wish you had kissed me more....
& I wish you had loved me more.
The warmth of your skin,the taste of your kiss
intensity of your piercing gazes....
and the wildness of your beguiling touch
all are dreams now...far away...out of reach!
Only Lord knows how much I have suffered
how much I have bleed for you....
Soon my soul will leave my body,
I am going to die, as I can sense it
my aching heart will stop beating...
and my dried lips won't long for water.
I will wait, under this canopy of darkness
as I have been, since you were gone.
You have enthralled my very soul...
I am addicted, I am stuck, immersed in you.
Myriad reflections of the shadows of past,
engulf me slowly, like a drug somnolent my soul.
My conscience strikes my heart so hard..
and it hurts so much...I faint...I quail.
The dreary night keeps on whispering,
untold tales of love,sorrow,passion and betrayals.
You are bound to come as you had promised
and I know it in my heart, you will come,
to carry my lifeless body...cold and stiff.
You will hold me close to your heart...
and carry me up,through the eternal darkness
towards the heavenly light,slowly and silently.
so wrapped in white,I lay here in the dungeon
all alone....in the cold darkness!!
