jiboner kichu choto boro odhaay,
chupisare ase ar dure chole jai
jhapsa hye asa ekta bikel...
astogami surjer roktim abhay,
roktakto kichu odhay drobivuto hoi!
mlan hoye asa rosmijaale;dhora pore,
ja kichu lukono chilo,hasir antoraale...
kichu atipto muhurto,apurno basona
uronto pakhir danay bhor kore....
bhese chole mohasunyer poth beye.
fike hoye ase rong er abhaa,
nisprovo,nirjib,nistobdho muhurtoguli;
mone dhele dei ekraas kali!
aandhar naame poschim gogone,
kono ek mohinir krisno kalo chul e...
abreeto hoy dhoritri,til e til e
boye chole jibon rupi nodi khani,
antore niye sudhui glaani!
aloo ar andhar thake pashapashi;
aandhare pai mrityur haathchani,
aloo dei amay protisrutee.....
bholabo tomar somosto glani!
jani na ami....bujhi na ami;
kon pothe jatra suru kori! eke eke
kete jai tondrahara rojoni!
lorai kori bhagyodebir sathe;
kokhono hoi porasto,kokhono joyee!
asamapto roye jai kichu kahini....
upekhha kore tare,poth choli ami!!
Fading in the darkness of an unknown world,
all those evidence of my existence
I am drowning,I am going under
sinking in the eternal darkness.......
They gathered around my sinking soul.
all those shadowy,flimsy creatures...
they kept standing there,looking at me.
Hues of indifference and reluctance
coldness and hatred in their eyes,
tormented, suppressed and defeated,
the preposterous dream,I weaved...
that i will live and face the world!
Every drop of hope and desire...
washed away,with those shedding tears.
It feels as if i am being crucified,
oppressed and savaged with uncanny pain.
Silence of death is everywhere;
blood strained rags,lying here and there.
With dried roses and crown of thorns...
I have reached this hellish world.
Lying on my deathbed now,totally numb!
past,present and future, submersing
into the agony of this deadly hollow.
Cold hands are shaking,gasping for some air,
my throat is dry and vision blurred.
Now waiting for the angel of death,
to come and embrace my dying soul,
to relieve me,to take me there...
that place of heavenly love and
pure bliss,where i can close my eyes,
and rest in eternal peace!
